Anna

me n her

2006-10-12T03:49:00.000-07:00

.ME N HER.

Hey girl, tho we never meet each other for a long time, i still do miss you and all the days that we spent together having fun outside. its all memories now. ill always cherish those time we had together. Cant predict, time passes really fast. ive finish my 'n' level and now its ur turn to go throught ur 'o's. I wish you all the best bestie. I know you can do this.All ur gain will pe paid.

And don you forget me since youve graduated.Really, i miss you like tons. if i have the chance to mit you now, i gonna hug n squeeze you. evendo we are far apart, i know, our heart still close to each other. Soon in 2 mths time, i gonna get my result and im nit sure whther im gonna cntinue to sec 5 or not. I wish i could. And you bestie, make sure you get to go to the sch tt you want and make sure you pass ur 'o's. ill be waiting for thse day.

you and ur bf, you both are really sweet. i pray tt you both can last long and happy tgether.

no more pain gg on ryte. hehe.

alryte sweet, till here my says for you. wish you gd luck aite..

realli miss you.

muacks.

back.

2006-10-06T07:56:00.000-07:00

Im Back.

Finally im back. Relieve from exams. Time flew real fast.

5 days burning my midnight oil studying and hoping my gain will be repay.

Feeling damn lethargic. Not enuf sleep. Being awake till mrning for past few days.

My eyes are like pandas' eye. haha.

Alot of thing change within 5this few days.

Yeah my dear sis's, finally you all told me the truth about it. Atleast i dont feel drifted.

N my crush for him strted to fade kos im just a girl whom clapping only one side of my hand.

haha. what a waste.

Oh gosh. Im finally so happy kos i can regain back my sleeping days.

My eyes are craving and droopy for my comfortable bed and nt to frget, my bolster!

muahahahahaha.

And yeah, hari raya is around 2 weeks time but theres no feeling of excitement.

and even this year hari raya clothes is are bought frm shop and not from our usual tailor.

time change. try for a new taste. haha. k, CRAP.

back to old routine. -YAWNS-

bluff

2006-09-29T10:18:00.000-07:00

Unlimited

Bah! Exams around the corner.

Time flies very fast.

Everything starts to change.

Tons of unspoken words in me.

Lets play 'BLUFF'

Sore throat makes me sick.

Behaving like a mute.

Sorrowing inside.

Aarrgh.

Help Me.

september

2006-09-25T07:05:00.000-07:00

Once Again

A malay guy reach his goals as a Singapore idol.

Hady Mirza! You deserve it.

Be mine please since i cnt convinced the one tt i had crush on.

wahaha.

k, i dont know why i wrote dwn chasing cars lyric below.

I just find the song so sweet and really,

only if i wish it will cme true 1 day.

Chasing Cars

We'll do it allEverything

On our own

We don't need

AnythingOr anyone

If I lay hereIf I just lay here

Would you lie with me and just forget the world?

I don't quite know

How to say

How I feel

Those three words

Are said too much

They're not enough

Forget what we're told

Before we get too old

Show me a garden that's bursting into life

Let's waste time

Chasing cars

Around our heads

I need your grace

To remind me

To find my own

All that I am

All that I ever was

Is here in your perfect eyes,

they're all I can see

I don't know where

Confused about how as well

Just know that these things

will never change for us at all

2222

2006-09-23T11:33:00.000-07:00

...............................

As day pass, fasting time is getting nearer. Soon, hari raya.

hmpf. 2006, gonna end soon to 2007.

I hate to keep it to myself as well as lying to myself.

Worst still, to let him know what i feel.

I find it really complicated.

Arghh. Forget it.

???

parent

2006-09-22T05:35:00.000-07:00

Parents

what do they really want from us actually.

Study hard, im doing it.

What they ask for, ive done it.

But, dont expect me to follow everystep tt you ask.

I need a life too mum n dad.

My soul is getting suffocated.

So now you realise why im always not at home.

sshh

2006-09-22T00:37:00.000-07:00

so how?

It always been seen or heard tht people are aftering you.

Fall in and out of love with you.

But maybe its not meant for me, im losing the chance, maybe?

I've been sealing my lips for all this while.

Waiting for him, my flower is on verge of dying.

This is what i do when im in love.

So how ar?

dream

2006-09-21T11:26:00.000-07:00

Dream?

So call, funny dream i had.

I was fasting for the day and once sch end, back to hommie and sleep.

3pm - 7pm. i had a dream during the sleeping duration.

I see the raindrops come down with the speed of lightening and so i rushes out of the door, running excitedly as i dance in the rain.

The raindrops fall upon me and silding gleefully from my matted hair down to my palebarefeet. I dances with the rain like a graceful swan.

The rain carassing my entire being.

As i flow together the free-falling rain and me are together as one.

Thats the lame dream i ever had.

So what do you think?

sighh

2006-09-21T04:59:00.000-07:00

Sighhhh

Whats the used of having friends for the sake of it.

Im afraid im getting disgusted enough by your attitude.

I dont get it. Posing fakely around your new friends?

Whts the worth of it?

UOW ART

2006-09-20T10:44:00.000-07:00

ouw, ART!

No one was at school. Except for teachers, art students and some students who undergo dentention at detention corner.Art coursework really kills me. Wasted my time from 3 - 6pm in school.I was relief when we had already handed in our 'N' lvel art board piece last month.

So i thought it was time for us to let our hair down from any art work but, theres still need to do another coursework for the actual day of 'N' level paper. OMG! it freaks me out. Nothing works on my brain for this moment. Cant even think of anyting to draw. Arrgh.

Impossible

2006-09-19T06:05:00.000-07:00

.How Unfortunate I am When In Love.

I always have a deep sigh.

To be relieved of what im feeling inside.
Knowing that you will never be mine makes my heart lonely.
Just seeing you from a far makes my heart skip and my day happy.
If only i cld show you my crush on you, ill take the chance and prove tt it is wrth.
How i wish you were on my side to feel ur comfort.
Knowing tt you will never be mine, i seal my lips.
My hands are getting itchy to ask how are you? or where are you?

But i dont have the guts to do that.

I cnt understand myself why im feeling this way for you.
I guess my feelings for you are cherished and the whole you will alwy be reminisced.
Maybe ill just close my eyes n to whisper in ur ears how i felt .
No one ever know or even heard.

All i do is to keep silence.